And I let myself fall.
I dropped like a stone into the deepest of seas.
The icy cold water met my skin in a desperate embrace.
I felt the air crashed out of my lungs.
I continued falling, sinking into the depths of my own desperation.
And the deeper I went, the better I felt.
No longer did I feel the slipery hands of those that haunted the surface, my mind got the rest it had been craving for.
Those with false intentions could not reach me any more. I was safe at last.

I opened my eyes, that had been tightly shut in some unrealistic effort to keep enemies out.
I started swiming down, my mind sliding effortlessly into oblivion, while beyond the surface my body slept.

It was a long time untill my body walked the earth again, but when it did, it was powered by a soul as big as an ocean.

My school is for pigs with money ~~

Okkkk.
What I'm going to talk about today is... my shitty school life!
Yep. That's it.
And why is it so bad? Well, to put things in a simple and understandable way... I'm at a level that is too high for me, so I've been failing miserably for the last... six or so months.
Actually, if you look at the situation a bit closer, you'll find that it's not so much the level of the contenents that is too high, but it's more like the time you have to study each one of them is too little... specially if you are not particularly good at science (like me). All this is due to the school's pathetic way of organising things.

I hate school ^^ Maybe tomorrow I'll get up like every other morning ( at seven a.m.) to discover it no longer exists. Yeah, that would be nice...

If I had any followers I would ask them to invent some creative ways of not going to school, or blowing it up or something (when it's empty, mind you, I hate the school, and only half of the people in it for Paw's sake).

I was just floating in the past for a while before, thinking about all the people I have talked to in the past four or so years. I don't mean just anyone, but people that I started talking to over the Internet. They were all very different from each other, and very different from me too. I don't think I really managed to actually ever understand any of them very well because I'm only talking to one of them right now. Strangely enough she is one of my best friends, and lives quite far away.

I am quite sure you can only fully understand someone when you have lived something similar to what they have, so finding someone you can get along with is actually quite dificult, whether it's via Internet or in our old plane real life.

Oh and this entry has no real objective or point (can't think of the word) whatsoever.
Just... random junk thoughts.



And, as always, please ignore my desastrous grammar, I'm to tired to revise.